The void in my heart.

I really don't have any slight idea on what to do with the void in my heart... the feeling is so tight i can't even straighten my shoulders and walk proudly. The tears will never fall from my eyes but in my heart.. only God knows.. Sometimes my emotions overflowing in my heart and i can't even hide it in my eyes anymore.. nobody will realize it because my smile will cover it..

I really miss my departed friend, i really hope that God will rewrite my life.. but it's impossible. Why must i felt that way.. i should move forward, not backward..

Feeling terribly lonely... reminiscing old memories... regretting some stupid things that i had done :( ...

I need to do something or go somewhere to lighten my mood..

May whoever ever read my blog have a wonderful day ahead..

I intentionally did not introduce my blog to anybody.. i don't even share my link anywhere.. i just created this out of blue.. maybe someone at somewhere feel the same as me.. as i am can carry on my life even though with all the things that happened to me, i believe everyone can do the same...

With all the bad/worse/worst things happened, i will never surrender and never choose to commit suicide. Suicide is a sin, I believe in God.

If you accidentally read my blog, please leave some comment, so i know somebody read my blog and will appreciate it wholeheartedly..

V(^_^)V ♥