Someone Important.

I rarely update my blog, thought that no body will read it as im intentionally not introduce it to anybody [he..he..he].

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There is someone that think you are important. You without knowing that, you don't take care of yourself, you hate it when others get hurt but you can hurt yourself.  When they see you hurt, you don't understand how the people who care about you will get hurt. You are not only yours. There is not one thing that is only yours.

Everyone is affected by someone who is important. They share something together. That's why they can not be free. That is exactly why it is amusing, sad and lovely.

When someone does something irreparable for our sake, he/she is the one that thinking that you is important to him/her. Treasure he/she and never betray the relationship.
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Such a great meaningful words that i embedded it here, for me or for everyone out there who will ever visit my blog to read or maybe to understand it better about the importance of yourself.

Put yourself as top priority, take care of yourself.. not only for you but also for those who are care and love you.

Maybe there are people who may think that you are selfish but instead of deny it better admit it. Yes, we are selfish.. everyone of us are selfish but nothing's wrong with it as long as will never hurt anybody.

Being selfish for ourselves and for others' sake, don't you think is win-win situation?.

Denied the fact that you are selfish made you.. hypocrite.

I have to put myself as top priority and make sure nothing bad happen to myself also at the same time I'd make sure that no one get hurt because of me. [I hope no body...]

I have to take care myself for my family's sake. I'm afraid that if anything bad happen to me, all my burden will be transferred to them. Wish that will never happened.

Remember to take care of yourself and treasure the one that love you too.

Adiós...

The void in my heart.

I really don't have any slight idea on what to do with the void in my heart... the feeling is so tight i can't even straighten my shoulders and walk proudly. The tears will never fall from my eyes but in my heart.. only God knows.. Sometimes my emotions overflowing in my heart and i can't even hide it in my eyes anymore.. nobody will realize it because my smile will cover it..

I really miss my departed friend, i really hope that God will rewrite my life.. but it's impossible. Why must i felt that way.. i should move forward, not backward..

Feeling terribly lonely... reminiscing old memories... regretting some stupid things that i had done :( ...

I need to do something or go somewhere to lighten my mood..

May whoever ever read my blog have a wonderful day ahead..

I intentionally did not introduce my blog to anybody.. i don't even share my link anywhere.. i just created this out of blue.. maybe someone at somewhere feel the same as me.. as i am can carry on my life even though with all the things that happened to me, i believe everyone can do the same...

With all the bad/worse/worst things happened, i will never surrender and never choose to commit suicide. Suicide is a sin, I believe in God.

If you accidentally read my blog, please leave some comment, so i know somebody read my blog and will appreciate it wholeheartedly..

V(^_^)V ♥

This Year 2012

This year is really a bad year for me.. 1 month to go, i really hope there is nothing more happen, the bad thing. Of course there are good events happened but the bad one greater than the good one.

I don't like to lose a thing neither a person, but i experienced both of the things that i don't like.. in this year i lost my grandfather on February and this month November i lost my old friend, friend that i really admire and never have a chance to talk directly face to face.  I really want to meet him once, to have fun talk, to have lunch or maybe dinner together. I don't have a chance anymore, he gone forever.. may his soul rest in peace. 

According to his friends, he is a loving, caring and really a nice guy.. i don't know that..we were a schoolmate a classmate but the relationship as a schoolmate/classmate ended in year 2000, ever since that i never meet him again.. i found him in facebook, we had chat, he had fun character really nice to chat with. he had sense of humor and what i like the most is his advice. he had advised me when i told him that i don't like feeling lost.. he said "love or hate...is just the feeling...meditation will resolve it.." yes it's just a feeling and the feeling is hurt, i feel it even if i choose not to feel it.. 

"Human will never live forever, when the time comes they will leave us.. before anything happened 'prepare an umbrella before rain' " he had said that too and now he gone and never come back ever again.. 

And in this month also i experienced home burglary, i lost things such as my laptop, my camera, some money and my coin box. Really really don't like this feeling...

May my grandfather and my dear friend will rest in peace.. Amen.  

Friends and Family.

Hello there,

I have changed my blog background to light up the mood a bit i guess..
Well, people tend to pick dark color to represent themselves even when we working, our dress attire will be most of it grey, dark blue, dark green, black etc.. everything have to look professional or mysterious maybe.. nahh.. i don't know... i need something different, something which can open my eyes, wide and say WOW!.

Well i haven't decide yet what to write in my blogs.. maybe about what happen in my daily life or whatever i think.. my thoughts? maybeee...

Errmm... what do you think about friendship? family?. For me it is a treasure that will be never replace by anything. That's why we have to be grateful for what we have now, appreciate it, wholeheartedly. I believe in two way communications a lots more better than one way communication, what i mean is.. it's really good to have somebody who we love and that somebody love us too. Wait, excuse me i don't mean couple, i mean between friends and family.

Erm.. i'm kinda lazy now to write more but let's think for awhile.. is really good to have real true friends who always besides you either during your happy or sad moments. Encourage you when you feel down, celebrate with you when you at a gooood moment, share thoughts and do everything fun together. I watched it in japanese anime and really did wish that it's real.  hahaha what a bad influence.

Okay guys, wish we all have a very bright day ahead.

Errmm blogs and blogging... let me think what shall i share with you all??