This Year 2012

This year is really a bad year for me.. 1 month to go, i really hope there is nothing more happen, the bad thing. Of course there are good events happened but the bad one greater than the good one.

I don't like to lose a thing neither a person, but i experienced both of the things that i don't like.. in this year i lost my grandfather on February and this month November i lost my old friend, friend that i really admire and never have a chance to talk directly face to face.  I really want to meet him once, to have fun talk, to have lunch or maybe dinner together. I don't have a chance anymore, he gone forever.. may his soul rest in peace. 

According to his friends, he is a loving, caring and really a nice guy.. i don't know that..we were a schoolmate a classmate but the relationship as a schoolmate/classmate ended in year 2000, ever since that i never meet him again.. i found him in facebook, we had chat, he had fun character really nice to chat with. he had sense of humor and what i like the most is his advice. he had advised me when i told him that i don't like feeling lost.. he said "love or hate...is just the feeling...meditation will resolve it.." yes it's just a feeling and the feeling is hurt, i feel it even if i choose not to feel it.. 

"Human will never live forever, when the time comes they will leave us.. before anything happened 'prepare an umbrella before rain' " he had said that too and now he gone and never come back ever again.. 

And in this month also i experienced home burglary, i lost things such as my laptop, my camera, some money and my coin box. Really really don't like this feeling...

May my grandfather and my dear friend will rest in peace.. Amen.  

Friends and Family.

Hello there,

I have changed my blog background to light up the mood a bit i guess..
Well, people tend to pick dark color to represent themselves even when we working, our dress attire will be most of it grey, dark blue, dark green, black etc.. everything have to look professional or mysterious maybe.. nahh.. i don't know... i need something different, something which can open my eyes, wide and say WOW!.

Well i haven't decide yet what to write in my blogs.. maybe about what happen in my daily life or whatever i think.. my thoughts? maybeee...

Errmm... what do you think about friendship? family?. For me it is a treasure that will be never replace by anything. That's why we have to be grateful for what we have now, appreciate it, wholeheartedly. I believe in two way communications a lots more better than one way communication, what i mean is.. it's really good to have somebody who we love and that somebody love us too. Wait, excuse me i don't mean couple, i mean between friends and family.

Erm.. i'm kinda lazy now to write more but let's think for awhile.. is really good to have real true friends who always besides you either during your happy or sad moments. Encourage you when you feel down, celebrate with you when you at a gooood moment, share thoughts and do everything fun together. I watched it in japanese anime and really did wish that it's real.  hahaha what a bad influence.

Okay guys, wish we all have a very bright day ahead.